Wednesday, July 13, 2011
So, I finally hit my goal of 188 lbs. It marked my 10% weight loss on WW and a total of 26 lbs gone. However, I also left for vacation with my mom the same day I hit that goal and came back 3 lbs heavier. :o( Totally bummed. Feeling so super depressed today. I seriously feel like I could just bawl my eyes out over this. Don't know what's going on. Of course I'm going to be heavier. However, my Mom called and said to me, "How much weight did you lose?" I said I didn't lose any and had gained 3 lbs in fact. She said, "Oh...well I lost pound and a half." That doesn't help any. I tried to eat well and I tried to exercise. We walked, swam, etc. I ate a lot of salad. Didn't help I guess. My Mom tried to sabotage me with chocolate. Everywhere we went she wanted to buy me sweets. I don't get it. I am so upset over this. It also doesn't help that all of my friends are in bikinis. I have no fat friends, I swear. They all wear these tiny bikinis and they all have at least one child. Guess I'm destined to be fat forever. Feeling awful today. Just awful. Not eating anything but dinner tonight.
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