I am feeling completely and totally stuck at 190 lbs.  Seriously?  This is what my body is saying is ok?  Part of me never wants to eat right because even when I do eat right, I cannot get under 190.  This is just so ridiculous.  I haven't been to Fit Club in 2 weeks due to my husband being out of town.  I have been eating crap.  Yesterday I had Sonic for lunch and Steak-N-Shake for dinner.  Not good.  It's hard to eat right when I can't lose weight and also with my husband being gone.  When he is here, I focus on making healthy family meals.  When he is gone, I say SPLURGE!  Ugh.  Need to break that.  I also need to lose 20 more pounds.  Come on weight.  Fall off like you did before!!!  This is so frustrating.  I'm trying to use my weight loss journey to also teach my children a lesson.  Do not get into bad habits of eating junk food and large portions.  Please do not do this to yourself!!!  Do not let your weight get out of control.  According to WW, a healthy weight range for me would be 144-179 lbs.  144 lbs at my height wouldn't look healthy, but if I was 170, like I want to be, I'd be considered "healthy".  Unfortunately, I am still in the "overweight" catagory and that just plain sucks considering I've lost 20+ lbs.  My current BMI is 27.  I started out with a BMI of 29.8.  I think it sucks that losing 20+ lbs only dropped my BMI by 2 pts!  I hate this.  I hate trying so hard and I hate feeling like a failure.  I really need some encouragement.  No one follows my blog, so I am basically writing this to myself, but that's ok.  I need to get my butt back into gear and even if I can't go to Fit Club, I can work out to one of my MANY DVD's at home.  No excuses!  20 lbs is nothing, right???