Ugh. What a horrible past few days it's been, as far as eating/weight loss goes. We painted our entire downstairs over the weekend while trying to attend soccer games, dinner with my mother-in-law, church, and all the kids activities. It was tough! We ate crap though, and my body feels it. The painting has been my workout because I had absolutely NO TIME. I did a weigh in over the weekend and I was 207. Today, I am 209. I also am not understanding my choices in food lately. Last night I did GREAT at dinner. I ate a small steak, salad, and a veggie skewer. It was delicious! However, I still felt hungry afterward and I made the mistake of going into the grocery store for "just a few items". I came out with a half gallon of Homemade Mint Chocolate Chip icecream. Ugh. Why did I sabotage my plan??? Then, this morning, I did something I'm even more ashamed of. I went to the grocery store and I bought myself a donut and sat in my car and shoved it in my face and then threw the packaging away before anyone would find out. That was a wake up call for me. Who does that?? Someone who is ashamed, that's who. I didn't want anyone to know that I had eaten that donut. Why? Because I feel that if anyone knew I ate it, they would say, "Well no wonder you're fat!" I want to be able to eat a donut and not be worried what others will think. Definitely a wake up call for me. No more hiding in the car and eating. Time to get back on track!