Sooo....I did a weigh in yesterday morning and I was NOT happy with the number on the scale. It read 210.6 lbs. I wanted 210 to be the number I would never see again on the scale, but I am glad I didn't hold myself to that. I want to be at 200 lbs befor I say I'll never see 210 again. It's depressing when you feel like you're working super hard and you're seeing almost no results. It's very frustrating and I want to give up so badly, but I know I can't. My body is feeling the workouts and it feels GOOD to be sore and to get my heart rate up. I also know this will be good for my anxiety issues, as well as my blood pressure which tends to run a little high. I've really been working out hard. I added Level 2 to the Biggest Loser Bootcamp DVD I've been doing. My other 3 workout DVD should arrive within the next few days. I am very excited to get them. I really enjoy doing DVDs over walking aimlessly on the treadmill. I push myself harder when there is someone on a screen pushing me. I am hoping to drop at least 2 lbs within the next 2 weeks. That is my goal. I would like to weigh 208 lbs by January 20th, which is my youngest child's 5th birthday. I know I can do it. Must. Do. It.